I wish I could chat with Koga but I don't think he forgives me. If he doesn't, that is fine. No matter what he thinks, I will still think of him as my friend. From what I hear, friends forgive and sometimes don't. For me, I can never hold a grudge. Except with the murderer of my friend and brother, but I don't want to get into that again. Still I can never hold a grudge against my friends. Some people forgive and not forgive. Some also stand up for each other. Some like me, wish to run away from our problems but can't. Which for me, I wish to run away from my family but can't. They are the only thing I have to be with. So they abused me before, but they have been there for me. For my mom as an example, she is the only one usually coming to my concerts. I just wish to speak with Koga if I ever have the time to.
